Tuesday, May 10, 2011

❥ Mixed feelings.

First of all,
MUMMY! I MISS YOU LOADS!
GRANDMA TOO! 

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Okay cut the chase, i'm actually 'enjoying' my life now.
It's like no laptop when your grandpa's here, no texting to Malaysia, no this no that.
The worst is
my prepaid card[£7] have to last for like a month and I cant call back everyday,
if it's out of credit before a month then it's my problem. <-- WTF?! I sincerely wanted to shout at his face man @#$#@$%^%&*
He dont wanna buy for me then no need la. I can use my own money kan?
So whatever. Skip those things..
Currently browsing around the net for local schools. Found a few, gonna visit them next week. :3

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Now about the thoughts. Hmm.. I'll continue in chinese because it's hard to ELABORATE my feelings through English. LMAO


某人啊,
我们相处的时间就只有那短短的几天
我一点都不了解你,我很害怕 ><
我怕你骗我~
这两天我脑海里出现了很多疑问很多问题
我在想,我根本不了解你 而且每次我问你东西你都好像不想回答
你是不是有东西隐瞒我?为什么我总是在想你是不是跟之前那个真的没有任何瓜葛了吗?
你到底有多少事是我不知道的?
你总是在说不想让我担心所以不告诉我
可是你不告诉我反而让我更担心呢~
哎~我也不懂啦… 够不了解你的说~
每次好像大忙人这样 不懂是在忙什么
还很喜欢跟我玩失踪 -.- 几够力下~~~
不说了,晚了 去睡了 




❥ Panda Lover.

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